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well its offical my relationship is falling down down down . the other day i had gone to get my babes phone and wallet at his friends house only needly to say i mange to get through and when i seen some messages on facebook etc etc i came across this tayler only i seen he was flirting the WHOLE TIME he was out september through october i dont know anymore if this relationship been real or what im soo torn up you have no idea . i love with him with everything and i just want the truth . if this is end or something . it so much hurting to know it would happen . i NEVER knew it was gonna and he told me all he wanted was a faithful relationship how is it faithful if u do it to me ? i just cant breathe right now . like at all my eyes are completled dead . and my hearts been complete shattered by the one person i love i dont know what to do anymore . i wont know yet till i get his resposne . but im soo SCARED AND FRIGHTEN he gonna be mad for going through his phone even crazy i dont know if it was him or his friend but they had digusting viedo on his phone i rellly hope not im just frekaing out all this honestly
update !!! im graduating :)
HEY EVERYONE , ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I BEEN ON BUT IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE TODAYS BEEN THE OFFICAL DAY IM FUCKING DONE WITH SCHOOL the moment is finally hear after 4 years of helll AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND I GRaduate from high school next saturday !! i will be posting pics from today im just so stoked im offically done for good . and even sharing a viedo on here the countdown it was amazing crazy day :D
sorry for the bad quatlity it was really loud and just omg was amazing day ill always remember ahhhhh
just a update
my heart been shatter to pieces . broken . i cant breathe . anymore .
single ...... but my heart will always love him deeply
UPDATE !!
AHHHHHHHHHHH OMG OMG OMG ITS OFFICAL EVERYONE MY BABY BOY IS OFFICALLY OUT . MARCH 21 . IT WAS CRAZY DAY IM NOT GONNA GO TO DETAIL . BUT IT WAS SO AMAZING THE MIN I SAW HIM . THE WARMNESS OF HIM . CUDDLING . INSEPARABLE . THE WHOLE SPRING BREAK WAS WITH HIM , I DID WENT TO A ART FESTIVAL IT WAS AMAZING :) .BEING WITH MY BABY WAS AMAZING CUDDLING HIM . THE TOUCH OF HIM . KISSESS EVERYTHING . i am so sorry i havent been on here . just crazy . and whats more crazy im graduating in 56 days . the days of being in high school are coming to a end . new chapeter coming . i will be posting lot of pics updated stuff . like everything haha . so be prepa
UPDATE !!!
so hey everyone , i know you all seen why i was upset and at my babe . he basically explain himself and he honestly told me he totally forgot bout her until i reminded him ..... he did admit he may have said those things , but he dont remember at all if he was saying it . and i will explain all of it later . but we deff will be good. he really is the love of my life . and he plans on marrying me in the future coming . i definitly see it coming . he really is my life and i cant see myself without him he is my life , my best friend , my lover , my everything . :)
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I may not know you, but I know for a fact that no one deserves to be treated like that. If that guy is doing things behind your back and not being honest with you, then he is NOT worthy of your trust or love. If you're trying to make the relationship work and he isn't, then you deserve someone better since he is not committed to you. I don't think you're freaking out, you're just speaking from the heart, there is nothing wrong with that, and I know this because I've been hurt, lied to, and betrayed, A LOT, I've even been used for money and crap, and letting go is very difficult.
Knowing him, from what you've said so far, if you confront him, he may lie about it, or make up some crazy story and try to make you seem like the bad one. I understand you love him, but you have to think about your happiness too, and YOUR health, because being so stressed and worried about if he'll change for the better, if he doesn't, it may end up being harder on you. But you're not alone.
I once gave a woman 5 years of my life, I trusted her, I loved her, and I was honest with her. She saw fit to turn on me and call me every name in the book, just because I was giving her good advice, (yeah, that actually happened) and it wasn't just once it was multiple times, and do you know what I did? I let her go, blocked her on FB and deleted her number, never spoke to her again, because she wasn't sincere, she was purposely trying to cause me stress and belittle me, and I was not having that. I wanted to make it work, but her lack of honesty broke my trust in her, and without trust, there is no love.
When you respect and love someone, and they don't show you the same, that is a toxic relationship / friendship since you're the one trying to hold everything together, when it takes TWO to make it work. But please don't let it scare or frighten you, because trust me, if he is lying on you, then he is NOT worth it, and HE is the one that should be scared.
That's all I have to say, you can take this however you want, or you can ignore it, but whatever happens, please don't let it break you. You're a beautiful woman, you have your whole future ahead of you, there are other people that need you, and you are ALIVE for a reason. Remember that.
Take care.
Knowing him, from what you've said so far, if you confront him, he may lie about it, or make up some crazy story and try to make you seem like the bad one. I understand you love him, but you have to think about your happiness too, and YOUR health, because being so stressed and worried about if he'll change for the better, if he doesn't, it may end up being harder on you. But you're not alone.
I once gave a woman 5 years of my life, I trusted her, I loved her, and I was honest with her. She saw fit to turn on me and call me every name in the book, just because I was giving her good advice, (yeah, that actually happened) and it wasn't just once it was multiple times, and do you know what I did? I let her go, blocked her on FB and deleted her number, never spoke to her again, because she wasn't sincere, she was purposely trying to cause me stress and belittle me, and I was not having that. I wanted to make it work, but her lack of honesty broke my trust in her, and without trust, there is no love.
When you respect and love someone, and they don't show you the same, that is a toxic relationship / friendship since you're the one trying to hold everything together, when it takes TWO to make it work. But please don't let it scare or frighten you, because trust me, if he is lying on you, then he is NOT worth it, and HE is the one that should be scared.
That's all I have to say, you can take this however you want, or you can ignore it, but whatever happens, please don't let it break you. You're a beautiful woman, you have your whole future ahead of you, there are other people that need you, and you are ALIVE for a reason. Remember that.
Take care.